Although I don’t feel justified, I guess this opportunity is really out to test my ability and threshold.
Being thrown into a flurry of half fucked projects, struggling with school, trying to have a social life. I feel like I’m living a double life. It’s tough, I don’t deny it. However, I need to know how much I can tolerate; where my ability is at now?
Those who don’t understand my line of job should just not say anything. I’d very much like to see how you juggle expectations of various parties at one time while they are in the midst of screwing you. At times, even your colleagues step in to fuck your life.
So my conclusion is – only rely on thyself. Depending on others for answers means that your job is lying in that person’s clench. And at a whim, he may very well just decide to destroy you.
